" I know that in a criminal trial a verdict of not guilty  does not necessarily mean the defendants were found innocent, but I am  devastated and disappointed by the jury’s decision.  I have waited two  and half years for closure that will now never come.  Hearing that  verdict brought me to my knees; it brought me back to my bedroom on that  awful night when my world was turned upside down by the actions of  two  police officers who were sent there to protect, but instead took  advantage of their authority and broke the law.  Everything they say about the difficulties of a rape trial is sadly  true.  One’s word is not enough in these days of C.S.I. and DNA.  Even  if people believe you, you are tested beyond what any crime victim  should have to endure.  While on the witness stand, the defense  attorneys seek to shame and humiliate you for hours, even days, with  deeply personal questions about your body, your intimate life and your  social life simply because you dare to come fo...